This is my personal space where medical knowledge and knowledge of life unite.
About Me
For most of my life, I’ve felt split in two.
There’s the medical student, living in a rigid world of facts, formulas, and a clearly defined path. It’s a world that demands focus and sacrifice.
And then there’s the person who lives in the quiet hours. The person I am when I’m alone. A musician, an artist, a writer, a cinematographer. A creative person whose ideas seem to flow best when the world isn't watching.
The central ache of my life is the constant struggle between these two extremes. I can’t seem to find the balance, always tipping too far to one side. This website is the place where I am trying to make them coexist. It is my home.
The Medical Student
The path of medicine, particularly in the Malaysian context, is demanding. I created this space with a simple, late-night reason in mind: to house helpful, relevant information for other medical students out there. It’s my way of putting my name out there and, hopefully, making the journey a little clearer for others. My goal is to provide articles and resources (and one day, my own notes) that are practical and accessible, demystifying a field that can often feel alienating.
The Artist in Solitude
I’ve always been alone. For a long time, I saw this as just a fact of my life. But in that solitude, I found the space to explore everything else I wanted to be. In those quiet moments, I learned how to be more productive and efficient, not for the sake of work, but for the sake of my own creativity.
Solitude is where the musician, the artist, and the writer get to breathe. This site is also the home for that work—the music I create, the visuals I capture, and the thoughts I write down.
The Tools to Hold It All Together
For the better part of a decade, I failed to manage my time. It was my defining failure. By the age of 25, I felt I had achieved nothing, and the weight of that was crushing.
The productivity systems, AI strategies, and self-help articles you’ll find here were born from that failure. They are not generic tips. They are the real, practical tools I built out of necessity to pull myself out of that hole.
My promise is to burn down the meaningless self-help advice that wastes your time. The information here is what works for me, a person constantly trying to bridge the gap between a demanding career and a deep need to create. It’s for anyone else who feels stuck.
Why You Are Here
Maybe you feel stuck, too.
Maybe you’re a medical student in Malaysia looking for answers. Maybe you’re a creative person trying to build a more efficient life. Or maybe you’re also trying to unlearn the idea that your life has been wasted, and instead see the unique knowledge and skills you possess.
Whatever your reason, I hope you find something here that helps. A real solution to a problem. The empowerment that comes from finding an answer.
And above all, the motivation to build a life that works for you.